oh slugger city.

so i went to louisville today. the plan was to go to sojourn community church for the 11:15 service then do whatever. we were on our way (me, adam, and tiff), and we were going to make it in time, but there was a wreck right by the exit we needed to take and we ended up getting stuck in traffic for an hour and 15 mins. so we totally missed church, and ended up going to ear-x-tacy; the place to go when you dont know where else to go.

we found some really cool things there, like blood for blood/minor threat/amon amarth/etc albums, but we only bought jolt. we needed it, adam didnt sleep at all the night before and i had only slept an hour. i was brave and tried a new flavor: orange blast. it was a disapointment, i wont lie. we went to mall st. matthews to meet up with hunter and smooth. we hung with them for a bit, i bought some new fake gauges =], and then we headed back to bardstown road.

we met up with steph and her roomate and qdobas. had some fun convo then parted ways. we then went to the skate shop, comic book store, used music store, then ate at buffalo wild wings. it was the first time i had ate there and let me tell you, its always a party i guess lol. we had a lot of fun.

we then proceeded to shelbyville to pick up doug. we hung out with him and kenneth for a bit, watched some horrible youtube video of a band called crimson nails? then headed back to the metropolis of campbellsville. it started sleeting on the way home and that suckedddd. but we got home okay.

i kind of wish i could have got to see murphys law tonight in louisville, but i have to be prepared for going to a show and i was not today. dressed like i was going to see bayside or city and colour, definitely not murphys law.. lol. its cool, i realize i cant be everywhere and do everything (even though it would be reallllll tight if i could!).

on another completely different note, ive discovered i have a problem with letting go. i hold onto people i shouldnt. i hold onto feelings i shouldnt. i really dont know how to break things off, move on, or tell myself no. i think that is an obvious lesson that i, as well as others, saw as a result from spending 2 and a half years with someone i should have left after 9 months. i never could let go, even though there was many time i knew i should, i couldn't do it. it took him saying he was finished for things to end.

i dont want to live my life having other people making decisions for me. but for whatever reason, i lack the strength to have the independence to make decisions like that on my on. im working on it, i just know that i haven't been very successful thus far =[

that's all for today.
goodnight.
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