Wednesday, April 1, 2009

ive spent the night thinking

ive spent most of the night thinking and writing. it felt really nice. i know what i need to do with myself, i think. i at least have a better idea than i used to. but after i finished writing tonight, i had to lay down. my head has been hurting all day.
every time my head hurts it scares me.

im afraid my pseudotumor cerebri is back. im not sure why it would be, because i havent done anything to cause it to return. i dont have health insurance anymore, so i cant go back to the neurologist and see whats up. i hope im wrong, i hope im just paranoid and its nothing at all.

johnson city friday. im excited to see my friends hannah and kayla. i think it should be fun, hopefully. next week, ruiner and casey jones.

these are the best times of my life.

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